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double post [29 Sep 2004|08:14am]
ok, so...hurricane party friday, 2 frat parties this week, and 25 cent beers tonight.
i love college!

by the way, new lj name is __shecrashed
add it.

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show [21 Sep 2004|11:23am]
i'm posting in this journal today as well. but remember to add my new journal __shecrashed

last night sarah and i went to the house of blues to see entrance, a one man acoustic southern rock band, and cat power. the venue itself was sooo chill. it had little velvet benches that everyone sat on and candles everywhere. but it was freezing and i had to pee.
sarah and i wore black dresses and i've gotta say, we looked pretty darn hot. haha.
but it was a good night.
minus running 2 blocks in heels trying to catch a streetcar.

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double post [30 Aug 2004|02:46am]
sooo my birthday was friday, and as it turns out, it was also the day i moved into my dorm.
before we went to the school, my parents and i ate at this little cafe and everyone in there sang happy birthday to me, which was so sweet.
then we went to the school and waited like a billion hours for an elevator. my roommate wasn't in the room when we got there, but she had partially moved in already. i'm so glad i'm rooming with someone i know and like. we didn't talk about color schemes beforehand, but our colors match perfectly, hers are pink and orange, and mine are pink and green. whilr i was unpacking, sarah (my roommate) went down to get some alcohol and brought back 2 bottles of gin and 1 bottle of rum. of course, we proudly display these bottles on top of our desk, which is in plain view if anyone opens the door. soon, i'm going to put my hot pink high heels next to the bottles.
also, we are getting a shark tank. i'm not kidding. you wait and see.
also, i bought this neon sign that you can write shit on today.
and a hot pink trashcan.
our room is pretty tacky and obnoxious, and we love it.

anyway, after my parents left, sarah and lauren busted out my birthday presents which were totally sweet:
1)a shot glass that says "fuck you it's my birthday" on it
2)a silver flask that says "lush" on it (ahaha perfect for me)
3)a book with 365 different sexual positions in it (one for every day!)

so we filled my flask with parrot bay rum, made ourselves look hot, and got ready to go out and celebrate.
then sarah went to get stevie and sarah, stevie, and i went to adrienne's room and took shots from her AMAZING array of shot glasses from like, every state. i got florida, sarah got paris or something, and stevie got mississippi.
we pre-gamed our night of debauchery with shots of good ole southern comfort.
after that, sarah, adrienne, her friend david(?), stevie, lee, and i went to bourbon street. adrienne got a hand grenade for me (which are like 4254653757% alcohol but taste soooo good) and then i decided i wanted to go to a gay club. adrienne and her friend didn't want to go so it was just me, sarah, lee, and stevie.
along the way, stevie bought me a rose for my birthday. he's so sweet.
we got to the gay club and i was content watching the male strippers from outside the door, but the "bouncer" wanted us to come in.
we went in and talked to the bartenders and watched the male strippers and then decided to move to the dance floor.
by this time, we're all starting to feel the effects of the alcohol.

the 4 of us got on the stage and danced.
me and sarah were up against the wall feeling ourselves up when a guy with shots came by. we paid our $3 and sarah got her shot first. he put it in his mouth and made her take it from him and i was thinking "oh lord...please don't make me do that".
so he gets to me and puts the shot IN HIS G STRING and im going "wtf" but the alcohol is making me not care so much so i took it out of his g string with my mouth and drank it. i have no idea what it was, but it was dark red.

then we somehow wound up in the bathroom (just me and sarah) and took pictures.

then we wound up back on the dancefloor and i was singing along to songs i've never heard before in my life. don't ask me how.
sarah and i got sandwiched between 2 gay guys that were grinding on us.
we managed to get away but one of them grabbed me and we started dancing again.
i don't remember much about how we wound up outside after that, but we did.

i just remember asking sarah what was going on like 53652616 times.
and then i remember hugging a guy because it was his birthday too and he gave me mardi gras beads.

then i remember talking to a guy forever on the streetcar and then screaming "hey guy with no shirt on, i think that's cool" he had x's on his hands so i thought he was straight edge. i asked him. he wasn't.
then i remember being in my dorm room and having to pee but not being able to because there was puke on our toilet.
that's kinda all i remember.
if you were there last night, feel free to add to this post.


by the way, my new sn is __shecrashed
so add it.

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importante!! [25 Aug 2004|11:44pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

hey everyone, i have a new lj screenname
it is:

please add the new sn to your friends lists.
i'm still keeping this one, just in case.
we'll see how it works out.


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sally wants to meet me tonight [25 Aug 2004|03:51pm]
[ mood | grumpy ]

ohmygosh spyware has completely taken over my computer and is eating it for breakfast.
every freaking time i open internet explorer like 246416151398968.7 ads pop up and then this little dog icon sits in my taskbar tray. at least it's cute.
and i really, really, really need to start packing for college since i only have 1 day left to do so. moving in on my birthday kinda sucks, but hopefully we will have some fun times that night.
i haven't even ordered my computer yet.
i hate procrastinating. but i always do it.


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odd how people change [24 Aug 2004|09:32pm]
since all my friends have gone away to college and i haven't yet, and my car is in the shop so i can't go anywhere, i have had a lot of time to just sit. and think.
and observe.
in the past few months, i've noticed that i'm really good at taking things for their face value. i can usually tell in a 15 minute conversation if i like someone or not.
but anyway, i've been observing my friends and how college (and other things) are changing them.

i have a friend (best friend, even) that i could do anything with, that i could tell anything to. now i feel like i don't know him anymore. because he's found a girl and tells everything to her, does everything with her. but i know the second they break up i'll get a phone call. and that is both releiving and disappointing to know. that he can throw me aside when he feels like it but will also run to me the second something goes wrong.

and then i have a new(er) friend lauren who is dating(?) (sorry if i'm wrong on that one) an ex of mine,josh, and i'm really glad for both of them. i really don't even see him as an ex anymore, just a good friend. and she is an amazing girl. and i'll get to see them both more, so i'm glad for that change.

then i have a friend who seems completely obsessed with being the scenest person on the planet, but yet he doesn't even listen to hardcore or metal or go to shows. note to scenesters: the scene is all about the music. the music rules the scene. people go to shows to support the bands and venues out there making the effort to provide us with music. people listen to the music because they like the breakdowns, the screaming, the lyics, etc. or just want something new. if norma jean is your favorite hardcore band because you haven't bothered to listen to any other hardcore band, you are missing out.

then i have another friend moving to florida from tennessee. and i'm really excited because 1)i love florida and 2)this kid is one of the most awesome people i've met.
so i'm excited for road trips and hanging out with him.

and then there's tom, who really has assumed the new best friend role. we talk about everything and no secrets are kept (hopefully). i'm really glad he's around, not just because all my other friends are in college, but because he's a genuinely great person and i love hanging out with him, whether we're making fun of ashlee simspon in wal-mart or sitting on broken catamarans on the beach.

and then there's my new friends at loyola, whom i love to death. i was so scared of going to college and not knowing anyone, but i met some of the coolest people ever and i'm really excited to hang out with them soon.
i still miss my friends at other colleges, but it helps to have good friends here.

i'm through observing.
time to walk the dog.


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just so you know [24 Aug 2004|08:07pm]
i just want to point out that i've had a livejournal since 2001.
you trendwhores.

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you [22 Aug 2004|11:57pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

i'm special, goddamnit.
you douches should realize that.

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i guess it's not unfair if it's meant to be unfair [22 Aug 2004|08:26pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

things i've learned in [insert used car salesman voice] JUST THE PAST 12 HOURS!!!

1)i don't like driving long distances 3 days in a row
2)i don't like it when large branches hit my car
3)i don't like it when my car breaks down
4)i don't like not having a car anymore
5) i don't like the chicken at wendy's
6)i do like arby's
7) i don't like the lyrics "you seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex"
8) i don't really like the postal service
9)i don't like constantly being tired
10)i do like getting sleep
11)i don't like it when people purposely make me feel uncomfortable
12)i like telling people how i really feel when it makes me feel better
13)i don't like telling people how i really feel when it hurts them
14)i don't like it when people steal my catchphrases (LAME-O)
15)i don't like interstate billboards that don't make sense (we buy cash!!!!....wtf?)
16)i don't like throwing all my money at texaco
17)i like finding pink floyd on vinyl in closets


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whole lotta crap [18 Aug 2004|02:16pm]
[ mood | confused ]

so i bought the new taking back sunday before i got my wisdom teeth out and have yet to listen to it until today for fear of the inevitable: it sucking.
yeah, it sucks.
and i keep listening to it anyway, hoping it will grow on me.
maybe it's just that my taste in music has changed a lot.
either way, it still sucks.
but it really reminds me of my relationship with charlie.
i'm big into lyrics, and so when i read the lyrics to the songs, i was constantly going "gee, that sounds just like charlie" or "that decribes our relationship", which is really really weird because it would be specific things, like when i "ran away" that one time. there's a song that says "i'm gonna have myself in shambles... ...phone your folks they're up and looking for some answers." and religion seemed to be a big issue in our relationship and there's lyrics that say "i wait around for a still small center from saint to sinner" and that's exactly how i always felt with him. i was either a saint or a sinner.
and i'm really neither.
and i always wore red lipstick. and he liked it. and a bunch of their songs refer to that.
i dunno, it's just little coincidences i notice.

but i did try to talk to him again today.
he didn't exactly seemed thrilled by my presence.
i've always been a pretty friendly person, so it's kind of hard for me to understand why someone would deliberately not want to be friends with someone that they've known and been around for six months.
i really do want to be his friend.
i care about what's going on in his life.
and it kinda feels like a slap in the face when he says things like "see ya around", after a 3-line conversation, in that emo way that means "i'll probably never talk to you again".
you can't get rid of me that easily.

so yesterday i went to dinner with tom and his sister and her boyfriend.
they're the perfect couple.
i hope they stay together for a really long time so i can start to gain some faith in relationships again.
but yeah, the restaurant was really nice and the food was reallly good besides the green(?) bread.
when we got back to tom's house, his sister and her boyfriend watched "curb your enthusiasm" (which i have yet to see) and we went to the beach. the weather was perfect but the stars were hiding from me.
so we kind of had a little (or kinda big) disagreement and i went into "safe" mode where i block out the situation completely and pretend like it didn't happen.
which never works, by the way.
but we resolved it and everything's ok now.


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all we are is dust in the wind [14 Aug 2004|10:41am]
[ mood | okay ]

i'm in a bad mood.
i don't really feel like writing it out in an online journal, but i'll just say that i hate the feeling of compromise.
and i have cramps.

so i'll give you a rundown of yesterday.
friday, i went with ronnie, ashley, and heather to visit high school. it was their first day.
we were there on the first day of high school.
yeah, we aren't afraid to admit we miss it.
it made me feel raelly nice because it seemed that all the teachers and administrators really missed us. it's a good feeling to feel like you made a difference to some people. to feel like working my ass off in high school has paid off in a way.
seeing all the new freshman look like deer in headlights was pretty fun, as well. i remember how scary my first day was.
i hope my first day of college isn't like that.
it was good feeling like a big fish in a small pond.
now i'm going to be like a minnow in niagra falls.
but i'm sure i'll work my way up.

so then i went to MS and spent the rest of the day with tom.
we saw anchorman (now my 3rd time seeing it) and we went to the mall there.
i drove home at like 1:30 AM...i'm really not sure how i made it home besides listening to Le Tigre's "Deceptacon" at full blast the whole way.

so yeah.

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hm [14 Aug 2004|02:31am]
[ mood | tired ]

i thought i felt like posting, but forget it.

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soon found out i had a heart of glass [13 Aug 2004|02:13am]
[ mood | awake ]

well, i had an interesting past 2 days.
yesterday i went to stabucks with olivia, whom i haven't seen in forever. she gave me the sweetest present. it was a picture frame with a collage of pictures of us from over our high school years. it made me realize just how much i'm going to miss everyone.
anyway, i ordered a strawberries and creme frappuccino, and then realized i still can't drink through a straw. so it was a waste.
then david came in and we talked to him for a while.
then i went to get my hair cut and colored. i was getting so tired of dealing with long hair. and i pretty much just got the color touched up, but i really like it.
and then tonight i went out with ronnie, ashley, ryan, molly, and nealy, and we sat around and shot the breeze for a while. then we went into a sex shop. then we got ice cream. then we sat at a donut shop and laughed at the other people in there.
then we went to wal-mart.
tomorrow we're all going back to school, even though we don't have school.
isn't that lame?


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i hope this doesn't mean i'll start watching lifetime... [11 Aug 2004|09:55am]
[ mood | anxious ]

so my mom and i were in walgreens yesterday picking out a birthday card for my dad.
i read this one that said "I may not grow up to LOOK like you" [flip to the inside]
"but i sure want to grow up to BE like you."
and that was it.
i started crying.
then my mom started crying.
and there we were, in the card aisle of walgreens with a box of tampons and a greeting card, crying.
oh man.
maybe i should take steroids.

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mixtape tiime [10 Aug 2004|10:56pm]
[ mood | good ]

so i burned a completely random CD today, but all the songs on it are really meaningful to me in one way or another. so i've decided to show you the list AND provide lyrics to the songs (i'm just THAT amazing):

1)Calico System::Two Lovers and a Tower (lyrics here)
2)Fear Before the March of Flames::Go Wash Your Mouth...I Don't Know Where It's Been (lyrics here)
3)Led Zeppelin::Ten Years Gone (lyrics here)
4)Le Tigre::The Empty (lyrics here)
5)A Jealousy Issue::Take A Picture, She'll Last Longer (lyrics here)
6)As Cities Burn::The Nothing That KillsRead more...Collapse )

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attack of the mashed potatoes [07 Aug 2004|10:41pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

you know, i'm really starting to despise this whole "soft food" diet thing.
another week of it.
i never thought i'd hate ice cream so much.
and i really want nothing more than a good hour cardio workout and a big stuffed crust pizza.
and maybe a cuddle or two.
is that too much to ask?

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hm [05 Aug 2004|04:13pm]
[ mood | achy ]

when my mouth hurts, i just want to cuddle with a warm boy.

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holy crap [04 Aug 2004|06:51pm]
[ mood | sore ]

my cheeks are huge.
my gums are bloody.
there are stitches in my freaking teeth.
i'm drugged on pain killers but i can still feel the pain.

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an IM i happen to like [03 Aug 2004|12:43am]
[ mood | busy ]

lundon drunk: you have heartbreaker potential
lundon drunk: i see that in your eyes


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ouch [02 Aug 2004|11:29pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

i'm getting my wisdom teeth out tomorrow.
i'm scared.
love me.
a lot.
k bye.


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